So yeah after that i'm just going with the flow day by day untill suddenly someone from mu current workplace came to my college to recruit some people and while i was there i figured i should go and show my demoreel and guess what? Here i am, almost 6 months working in Jakarta.
Working is hard. Well it's not that hard actually but it's quite challenging because you have to stick to a certain schedule and i'm easily bored. You see, i dont feel like i'm talented enough in this whole 3D animation thing. I admit i might be a bit slow on technical things like computer and its programs. And it made me feel, sortof inferior.
It might sound like i always complain about things, but i don't see myself doing this sortof thing in the future and frankly, i've never been sure too. Have you ever feel this way? Like you don't have a purpose in life and the only thing you can do is depend on time. Well i've been thinking about this lately, like... If we always depend on time, then wouldn't it feel like you've wasted your whole life, just waiting to be dead? I mean, it's like when we always look forward to the end of the day, and when we always look forward to the weekends or if you're working, you'll always look forward to payday. It's like we dont enjoy being alive also we don't live in the moment anymore. I'm starting to feel the evil of the world and took things for granted.
I guess, it'll be nice if i take this very moment to let us think of all the things in life to be thankful of. We have all this life to spend, so might as well spend it wisely and dont forget to use the most of it!
I hope this post makes sense and understandable anyway, cause i dont usualy re-read the things i write :P